Almost 3 am

Here it is almost 3 am and I can not sleep. My mind is going 90 miles an hour. Anthony's employer lost their contract at work. That means unless he transfers out of town with them, he has to find a new job. He has already interviewed with the company that has won the bid. However, at first look their benefits are not as good. So we have lots of decisions to make. All this while my employer is going through a structure change. There are questions left unanswered there as well. I am a planner and don't deal with the unknown very well. I am trying to hand all this over to God and lay it at His feet. I'm failing at that too. :(. I just want answers which I know will come in His time. I pray for peace. For Anthony as he submits applications and resumes, for me to be a helpful wife, mom and employee and for the kids as they go about their daily routines knowing that change is coming in one way or another.